Saturday, June 4, 2011|12:01 AM

Birthday coming. Not happy at all. I'm gonna spend it alone. Sure I am.
Nowadays my mood is going from bad to worst.
People pissing me off, even my own friends.
Hate it when I ask people about something, they will link it to another thing.
Example I ask them what they gonna do on Saturday,
then they'll ask me "Not going clubbing meh?"
Fucked up. Now what? I club also got wrong?
Don't have to be so sarcastic right. This is how i live with my life what.
You don't club, don't drink, that's your problem what.
How can you compare your life with mine?
Everybody enjoy differently, you can't expect me to do things like you and still ask me to enjoy.
I can't sorry. I'm not you, I'm not gonna be like you either.
My birthday I've decided. I'm not gonna celebrate.
You'll be thinking like "Aiya, say only, that day also will celebrate one."
Sorry when I say I don't, means I won't.
No meaning to celebrate my birthday also.
Who is treating me good, who is real, I know that.
Those that are not, bear in mind. I'll treat you the same.
Dear Diary,
I couldn't tell who is true anymore.
XOXO,
珊珊